Hazelbabyyyyy's Turn! <3

My dearest AYEE! Girls,
Kind of a surprise to see me blogging right? Haha well, I feel the need to.. express or tell you guys about my whole situation. I know I know.. "Where the hell have you been?!" Okay, as you guys know during lunch and snack I'm always with Paul. Don't think I don't wanna be with you guys.. it's just that like, I haven't been around so it's kinna awkward to hang out. I'm not outgoing and friendly like you guys. I'm like shy, I can't introduce myself to others. That's why whenever I'm with you guys when you're hanging out with other people, I'm always off to the side. And I feel like you guys think that on weekends, or Fridays I'm always with Paul or even during the summer, that I'm always with him. Truth is during the summer, I only saw him like once a week. Haha, I really wanted to hang out with you guys. Like on the real. But I never got texts or any calls. & I know, I should've texted or called you guys too. But I can't stay out late and go out almost everyday like you guys. I have a semi curfew too. I know it doesn't seem like I try, but it doesn't really seem like you guys care either. I know I have a boyfriend, but that doesn't mean I don't need friends too. It's kinna hard keeping both your friends and your boyfriend happy. I feel like I don't belong or "fit in" and I feel like I don't deserve to be in AYEE and I should be "dropped". I love you guys seriously, no matter what. I'm always here for you guys, one call away. And for Stephanie and Lestine, a few streets away. Haha, I'm always there to listen. You guys know that. I feel like a bitch =[ & I'm sorry for being a downer! but I just wanted to say how I felt. Anyways, I'll update you guys! Schools stupid. Haha. My classes are boring and so are my teachers =[ As for volleyball, I'm actually playing! Haha, me& Gloria are expecting to see you guys at our Home games!(: My birthday is in 2 days guys! And I'm also expecting to see you guys at my Kickback! Or i'll be sad >=[ Oh! And this Saturday, my niece's party! Haha. Me& Paul are gooooood. He got his license today! Woot woot! =] Arrite, well I got homework to do.. So i'll blog again later!


<3 Hazelbaby