Thursday, October 9, 2008

AYEE ! BOO

So like lately Ive been switchin from a happy child to an emo child... I dont think Ive been showing it towards you ladies but Im pretty sure Bestie Love knows wassup. Well not tryin to put anyone on blast, but yea most of you girls know about wats wrong with K... & he is like seriousy making me so emo about it. Bcus ive been through it before. but his sitch is sooooo much more complicated then mine... & he is like going HELLLLAAA EMO MODE on me. like sometimes I feel like he is bipolar... I know it sounds fucked up but dammnnnn... i cant understand shit with him right now... its like when he is at school he is okies, after school he better, then when he goes home he goes all emo on me & shuts me out... its like... AHHHHHHHHHHHH ! ! ! ! stressin me out with his probs... bcus i care about him ya knoww. but yea... idk wat to do with this boy. im running out of advice to give him. & now he is like basically tellin me that i should just get past him... WTF?! im not gonna do that, too much work has been done... ALL THAT DRAMA... mmm no... ill face through it.. i jus hope he can learn how to also... 

ANYWAYSSS ENUFF OF THAT BOY BLAH BLAH  BLAHH AHHAHA JKKK ! but neww subject...

So like knotts tomrw?! Eh... i dont think ima end up going anymore... im really sorry girls... i really want to too ! ive never gone yet... i was really lookin foward to go.. but since K cant... i dont wanna be fawked up & go... because he was the reason why i was going in the first place.. like i wanna be there for you girls too... but like i didnt evn know you guys were gonna end up going til today... idk... i hope im makin sense... bcus im kinda trouble minded right now... thinkin too much about tomrw... mae you know why... HDAHSDKHSDKJAHSDKJAFGA FUCK ! ill tell you girls sooner or later about it... OHHH another thing... dude !!!! next week from oct.15-19 HELLA OPEN PAD ! mom going to texas for dentist seminar shit & marty going with her... & like its jus gonna be me & jonathan home, & yea that means... BIG CHILLEN ! hahaha NO party tho ! HELLL NAHHHH ! lol jus kickbacks & BP (; YUMMMMM ! LOL yea evn tho all that happenin i still gotta live up to my responsibility so DONT ANY OF YOU DARE try to go crazy with this info & hella invite ppls over & shit... I GOTTA CLEAN AFTER ALL Y'ALL MESS ASSES ! BITCHES ! ahahha love you girls tho... okies well im outss now... needa try to call K... FUCKIN EMO CHILD ! im JKKK ! LOL LOWKEY THO ! no... seriously... alrights. buh byes my lovely AYEE $et Girls <33

-jessiBOO <3

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