LISTEN UP

Okay, not to be stupid or ruin anything that you guys have but I am so lost with who is who. I'm sorry, I dont understand half of what you guys are talking about, I dont know who's blogging- Im in gray area. Can ya help a sistaaaah out here?! Damn, I need a "key" at the end of the page or something cause this is hard to keep up with. Its my fault, yeah I know, being at a different school and all; I aint tryna throw a bitch fit. Here's the truth, I kind of got an eye-opener last week or so. I hadn't known you guys had plans to go to Knotts that one friday- I dont check this to see updates constantly I mean I shouldnt have to or do I? No offense to Carol, but I had to hear from Carol that thursday that you guys were planning to go. If I had known any sooner, I would have gone. Im dying to have time with you guys! - I just dont know when of how. I dont get any texts or anything saying the plans, Im busy but the fact that I could know whats going on and whats happening kinda helps me TRY to get there. I know its stupid, and its fault too for not trying either. I wake up every morning thinking, maybe today will be great but then I think again and come back to reality knowing I dont have any of you guys there (besides Carol, shes always some where out there with Dana haha) I dont have the people who make me laugh and smile in an instant to back me up. " ITS THE HARD-KNOCK LIFE FOR US! steada kisses- we get kicked! " =( I miss you guys so much, you dont even know! I dont wanna rely on THIS blogspot to only get updates, I wanna hear your voices, &I wanna see your faces too! Face it, Yes I am entirely absorbed into volleyball. My life revolves around volleyball. That doesnt mean I cant go out every now and then. I'm not grounded or anything, I just needa know when and where. Im busy, but thats only for now. Sad thing is I hope it is just for now, my coaches want me to play all-year round. And I dont think I want that. " you can be a really really great player celestine blah blah blah..." BULLSHIT. I'm not playing my senior year- Im wasting my time. Volleyball isnt a job to me, its something I love to do. I dont want to play cause its my job and Im forced to, I wanna play to play. Plus, all year round wtf?! Ima be like superstineee again, all muscular and buff *shivers. Siiiike! Hell naaaah. I need time to chill and be with my girls again(= That'll mos def make my day, any day! Its beeen a while guys, I feel like its a long distance relationship. Havent had one of those my tummy hurts i have to pee kinna moments in awhile. Hahahaha!

VOLLEYBALL: Today, I got stopped during practice and was told to stay put and practice with Varsity instead of Jv. Surprised? I AM TOOO! Haha, Okamoto scares me(Head volleyball coach) His hair looks like a tupaaaaay! But its his real hair, his breath stinks like fart all the time 25/8, his shorts always have a random hole in it, he still lives with his parents and has a curfew.
SCHOOL: I have algebra 2 first period and Im always too tired at night to do homework so I just dont do it- Fucking up! So, I have an F on homework and its bringing my grade real low. AFJEAOGANB!?@$?#$@^?
BOYS!: I have an eye candy! ahaha, well he doesnt really know me and i dont really know him.... Its a love from a distance kinna thing- sike! Naah, I just think hes terribly cute, for an asian tennis? boy (I dont know if he plays tennis but he hangs in the tennis room!) He's my height, he's kinna lighter than me, he has that pretty boy smile with braces, he... dresses kinna preppy. But I am so not digging the hair down ! ahha, He's cute. Most of my friends at gahr are guys. I talk to mostly guys cause girls there.. I guess are intimidated by me. Like, ahem's girlfriend. I've never really had a hate feeling for her, but for some reason she really REALLY really dislikes me. She sees me, and its automatic stare down. I can feel her burning a hole in my face. Its actually disturbing. Whatever, Im not tryna start anything- i do have a feeling that she might want to come up and be blunt about something. Other than that, Im flowing smoothly against the current. Im a one man ship, missing the rest of my crew at BHS. HAHAHA! - Okay that was really stupid(:

Hazel Leanillo: I owe you your birthday present, still.

Gloria Chang: I miss your sets! And your korean asss!

Eeka Ibarra: You look incredibly sexy with that little tat on your hip bone.

Stephanie Penh: Niggggga I live down the street from you wtfuck!!!? AHaha, Babybaby work those braces!

Jessica Pena: Winters coming hun, Im getting cold without that cardigan you still have of mines. Haha, Just kidding! Honey, hope everythings well with you and your family. &K too! Yalls so cute together, freallllys.

Chanelle Manuel: WHERE'VE YOU BEEN ALL OF MY LIFE?! Whenever I go out to eat pho, I think of you. Im sitting there pouring that brown&red sauce together and all I picture is you there sitting across from me slurping it up AHAHA! Aw, I fucking miss our pho days!

Krismae Garcia: So....... Clinton? Lol, drivin all over the world and no time to visit lestine at the gym at 6:00pm for a quickie!? Shiiiiit, wth is that liscense for then!?! =) Just kidding, ALL MY SENIORS, MAKEEEE NOIIIIISE! *Note to self: I owe Krismae a birthday present.

Christine Casanas: I love how Derek rambles on and on about you. Its terribly cute, but I really do miss you. And you dont know how much he misses you! Everyday, his wrist is tatted- In cursive sharpie writing it says: Christine

Carol Leynes: Fucking lucky ass whore who gets popcorn chicken from CJ. Ahaha, Props to the boba spitting at derek.

Allright, well I'm pretty beat from playing with Varsity today and Ive got homework to do. thought I'd do an update, love you guys!

Love sincerely, Lestaaaaaain. -Tide to go!