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i know this is pretty random but fuck idk where else to let this all out...

it hurts to know that your mad & you jus keep me hangin on the phone. & im stuck waiting for somthin to happen but i know nothin will. everytime i try to call out for you i can hear the anger in your voice. it hurts to talk to you. i start to become blank. all i wanna do is cry. your over there doing your own thing. i try to tell you jus call me back later. but you dont want to. you fail to realize what your doing to me bcus your blinded by anger. im jus stuck in fear & waiting. it hurts so much to know that all i can & must do is wait. so i silently cry.

we fail to realize one another's point of view. all we do is try to prove the other wrong instead of actually talkin to one another to truley understand.

this is all new to you bcus ive only shown you my best. & now that you've seen my worst it angers you. of course id only like to show you my best. bcus i dont wanna push you away with my worst. but at least now you know who i really am. sorry if you dont like the other side of me. but thats the whole point of liking/loving someone. you love them for thier best & understand how they can be when they are at thier worst. you cant jus accept thier best & not expect that they have a worst. you cant jus have one side of me. you gotta accept both.

we fail to communicate. its either you or me who gets tired of the converstation so we try to end it when nothin is fully resolved. then in the end it builds up. is that somthing we really want?

sitting here blank as hell. waiting for him...

-BOO