rain drops keep fallin on my head

its pouring like crazy right now. & listenin to the rain is quite soothing. so here i decided to write somthin that happened today...

well today after school didnt go so well, i walked back & forth bcus of stupid brother. & then i wasnt in the mood to go out anymore with mae, eeka, steph & gloria... but what did i do?! i ended up going out. im not tryin to blame you girls. but next time ima listen to these thoughts. bcus i got in major deep trouble.

1st - you girls cant come over, actually no one can come over. but id give it like a week or 2 to pass.

2nd - i got hit. well more then once... but luckily i was saved... mmm yea more details later... it didnt hurt when she hit me its jus the fact that she would & did hit me...
my mom really has no trust in me anymore. so it might get harder for me to go out. so try to bare with me. but damn once im 18 FUCK IT !

3rd - dont be surprised if my fone gets disconnected

4th - im leaving tomorw ): I DONT WANNA GO
i bet you my mom is gonna act bipolar once we get to the bay. she gonna act like nothin happened... super stupid... watever...

well yea theres some of the main points. & again im not tryin to blame anyone. im really not. it just next time i really do needa jus calm down & stay home. no busting missions for me for awhile. no matter how much you guys want me to. im sorry. please dont make this harder for me. please understand. love you girls, always. ill tell you guys more about this tomrw.

-Boo