goshh, i'm sooo M.I.A in thisss blogspot. I misssss my internet in my laptoppp. I only get on when i get the chance to use either my mom's or bros. -___- oh wellls.
soooo the kickbackk at matchewww's was pretty much a bust for me, i mean it was gooood in the begiining, i got freakin buzzed so fastttttt. Neverrr mix dayquil with alcohol on the reals. It can get to you just like that. So it was soo quickkkk that i got buzzed, and then it died outt on the reals. And i was noticin everything that was happenin that day.. Pretty funny when your sober and you see all these people buzzin and fcked up (= haha. welllll nottttt reallyyy... but anywayssssss, i got freakin sadd.. I noticed that i've kept all my feelings inside me and it was soo much i couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to cry so bad but i didn't wana ruin everyone havin fun. Victoriiiaa took me out, and grabbed me and had a talkk.. cos she was the only there that was sober and the one i could talk to. I was tellllin her everything, and started cryin.. it wassss sad. But it was stilll getting to me. I knowwwww some of you guys were disappointed especially; my ayee! set girls, antp, kevin and the niggasss but i wassssss stressed out and grabbed a stogie. -___- i know that wasn't the solution for that problem and honestly it calmed me down for a bit until BABY grabbed me, we hadddd a deep ass talk... even tho she was buzzed, all she was saying to me felt so much better afterrr. I ma'fckin criedddddddddddddddd so muchhhh! you don't even know. It hurts, its still hard. I have no ideaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
towards the end, me and oliver had a talkkkkkkkkk... i'll update you guys what happeneddd with our talk. Honestly, new years resolution; its been months with me likin him so much.. I wana get over him, im tired of feeling like this. But im sooo gladddd you guys understand tho<3333 but other than that, ima quit drinkin too. That's the end of it....
but dangggggg tho, the nigggasss are foreally trueee! ifloveeem (; agree? haha. butttttt i'm still sickkkkkk, so i needaa rest. I'll updatee you guys again laterrrrrrrrrrrrr. Bye, i loveyall's
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE<3
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